1. Family
11th October 2007
My family made me weep and weep again tonight.
They are unaware that they do this to me.
My Mother should be dead. she has not known me for years.
I feel guilty if i do not see her. I weep if i dont see her i weep if i do see her. What to do?
I wish death would take her.
My wonderful child, has her life, her family, her world,
and me.
My son has his life,his world and me.
Why do i Weep
-
- http://subville.blog.co.uk/
- 2007-10-11 @ 22:29:51
-
- 2007-10-11 @ 22:38:07
To close to my children,Who dont need me. seperated from my mother who does need me.
subville
You've named their 'worlds' as being separate from you? Mibbe you feel too separate from your children and too close to your mother? Families are difficult
*hugs*